I can't believe that it's already January 21st!!! Where did all the time go? When I think about flying home next week, I experience all kinds of mixed emotions. First is sadness. I've truly grown to love Paris and have become so accustomed to the lifestyle here. I love the convenience of taking the metro or walking everywhere. I love all the boulangeries. It's perfect to walk down the street, buy a fresh baguette and munch on it as you wander around. Oh, how I'll miss these boulangeries... I love the French buildings and how EVERYTHING in Paris is tiny. I love walking around on a beautiful day and feeling impressed by everything I see. Sometimes I forget where I am. Then I see the incandescent glow of the sun as it sets across the city and have a moment of beautiful silence. Yes, the city can be dirty and sometimes smell really bad but it's still so beautiful and charming. I really think I could spend the rest of my life here.
Then I begin to think about going home and seeing my friends, family, grandparents, two beautiful nephews- who have grown so much since I've been gone! - and I get excited! Between my Alaska and Paris adventures, I only had a week at home. So it feels like it has been ages since I've spent time with everyone. Being away has made me appreciate the little comforts of life. I'm looking forward to understanding what people are saying wherever I go, eating Mexican food, drinking horchata and being back to the American dollar. :-)
This experience has been amazing and has changed my life forever. These last four months have been a journey. I've met some amazing people along the way and can't imagine my life without them. I've learned so much about myself and have truly grown from being forced out of my comfort zone. I've had it pointed out to me that I'm a very impatient person by someone besides my mom. (Thanks Jason! haha) But I also feel that I've learned to embrace and love myself in a whole new way. I don't feel ready for this experience to end but are we ever really ready to let a good thing go? I guess it's all about closing one chapter and opening another. With only nine days left in this chapter, I'm doing everything I can to make sure it has the best ending possible.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Late Christmas Gift to Jason
Dear Jason,
Knowing the computer savvy gemini that I am, I'm sure you'll appreciate the time and effort it took to make this video. (Especially on cites sloooooowww internet.) I'm sorry that I couldn't afford to send you anything but I figured something like this was more meaningful anyway. I hope that you enjoy it!
Love you and miss you always.
bisous,
Bree
Knowing the computer savvy gemini that I am, I'm sure you'll appreciate the time and effort it took to make this video. (Especially on cites sloooooowww internet.) I'm sorry that I couldn't afford to send you anything but I figured something like this was more meaningful anyway. I hope that you enjoy it!
Love you and miss you always.
bisous,
Bree
Monday, December 28, 2009
Amsterdam
Well we made it to Amsterdam around 9:30 p.m. We walked to our hostel from the station which proved to be a bit of a task. Kalyn was convinced it was going to be really easy to find but after we made a big circle I realized that wasn't the case. By 11:00 we finally found our way to the hostel, checked-in and went to our room. As soon as the I opened the door I could tell it wasn't the the most upscale place. It smelled awful, someone's dirty laundry had been dirty waayyy too long. The room was equipped with 4 bunkbeds and was quite small so there wasn't much space. One guy had already gone to bed so we tried to be quiet as we settled in. I was so tired from all the walking that I just wanted to go to sleep. Thus the first night in Amsterdam wasn't too exciting.
Sunday:
Checked out of the hostel and roamed around the city. Went to the Van Gogh Museum which was really cool. Headed to Leidseplein Street to meet Bow, our coushsurfer host for the night. Enjoyed a bite to eat together then took the tram to get to his place while he biked there. (Everyone in Asterdam bikes everywhere. It's genius really.) After being confused by which stop to get off at, we finally made it to Bow's. Then we watched Hang Over and went to bed.Monday: Attempted to go to the beach alas, Bow's van wouldn't start. So Kalyn and I headed to city central where our second host, Sander lives. We had planned to go to the FOAM Photography Museum but it took so long to get to Sander's that we ended up missing the opportunity. So we hung out with Sander for a bit, grabbed a quick dinner then headed to a DJ Party that Bow invited us to. If you confirmed yourself for the party on Facebook then you got in free, so we all enjoyed a free dance party!
Tuesday: Last full day in Amsterdam.
Kalyn and I walked to the Anne Frank Huis and the line wrapped around the corner. We were both freezing and hungry so we decided to get some soup in hopes the line would die down some. Unfortunately, after our dinner it was still around the corner so we had to wait for over an hour before getting in but it was an incredible experience. I read her journal this last summer while working in Alaska and completely fell in love with her. So it was very surreal to be where she lived, see the bedroom she decorated with magazine clippings and actually see the journal she kept and her handwriting. It's such a blessing that she kept that journal. There was a video clip of Otto, her father, saying that he learned so much about Anne when he read her journal because she didn't show her deeper feelings. It was a great experience to be in the walls of the annex and read about everything and see Anne's quotes on the walls. She will live on forever.
I bought a poster of her with the quote, " One day this terrible war will be over. The time will come when we'll be people again and not just Jews!...We can never be just Dutch, or just English, or whatever, we will always be Jews as well. But then, we'll want to be." Anne Frank, April 9, 1944
Tuesday evening it began snowing quite a bit, so Kalyn and I enjoyed a walk down the quiet streets watching the snow. It was so beautiful. I thought Amsterdam was quite magical, with the canals, Christmas lights, snow, it seemed like something out of a fairytale.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Auf Wiedersehen Berlin. Zeg aan hallo amsterdam!
My pack is ready to go, full of dirty clothes begging for a laundromat.
In an hour, Kalyn and I will be heading to the station to catch our train to Amsterdam, which will be a seven hour adventure. Perfect to do some reading, possibly watch a movie and catch up on some sleep. We should arrive around 9:00 p.m. and we're hoping the walk to the hostel won't be too far. Don't really have anything planned for tonight but have been invited to a Christmas Party, so we might end up going to that.
Tomorrow we'll check out of the hostel and experience CouchSurfing for the first time!
Before you freak out about it, research it.
It's safe, free and the best way to experience a new city.
I'm excited!!!
Friday, December 25, 2009
Berlin: Good Food. Great People.
Arrived in Berlin Monday evening the 21st.
I was able to find the metro station from the airport easily enough but couldn't figure out what train I needed to take to get to the hostel. Finally, I asked a woman who pointed me to platform 4 and I was on my way. After about a 40 minute ride I arrived at the Hauptbahnhof Station and wandered around for 30 minutes before I finally found the hostel that was literally right across the street. Kalyn had already checked-in and was in the room so it was nice to see a familiar face when I opened the door. We both unpacked our things then decided to go for a walk to see what was nearby. We grabbed a cheap dinner and relaxed until the place was closing and we had to walk back to the hostel. Between the travelling and the cold, we were both exhausted and called it a night.
Tuesday:
We walked to the Reichstagskuppel and waited in line out in the cold so we could go to the top. It was freezing and by the time we had gone to the top and came back down we couldn't feel our fingers or toes. We hung out at the gift shop to warm up then decided to go back to the hostel to plan the next step.
After hanging out in the lounge and surfing the net for things to do, we decided to set out and find a Christmas market. It was around 4:00 p.m. and already dark so we walked to Unter den Linden and enjoyed all the lights on the trees and the big Christmas tree near the Brandenburg Gate.
The Christmas market was such a fun "German" experience! There were all kinds of booths set up, selling things from Bratwurst to glowing rocks. Everyone was having a good time and it actually felt like Christmas time for once.
Wednesday:
Kalyn is really into running and is planning on doing the Paris marathon this spring so she wanted to go for a run around Berlin. I went along and felt like I was going to die the entire time. I made it around 4 miles then decided that was good enough. She ran another 3 while I went back to the hostel and got ready. We planned to go to the Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp but by the time we figured out the metro system and how to get there we decided it would be better to go a different day since they close at 4:30 and it takes an hour to get there.
So we went to the East Side Gallery and looked at what remained from the Berlin Wall. It's so crazy to think that it wasn't that long ago that the wall was built and torn down. This country has experienced a lot of tragedies in the last century.
From the wall, we made our way to Check-Point Charlie and explored that area. To our delight, we discovered another Christmas market. So we enjoyed some warm drinks as we walked around and bought way too much chocolate and treats. After we couldn't walk anymore, we went back to the hostel and took a nap. Kalyn looked up popular places that the Berliners go and we headed to one for dinner. Lucky for us, we met some friendly Germans sitting near us at dinner who chatted with us and offered to give us a little tour of the area. So we all walked to the TV Tower which had already closed and unfortunately it was very foggy so we couldn't see too much of it. Afterwards we exchanged information and invited our new friends to visit us in Paris.
Thursday: Christmas Eve
We got up and bought our metro tickets to go to the Concentration Camp and after the 45 minute metro ride and 20 minute walk we arrived to find out it was closed for Christmas Eve. Disappointed, we walked back to the metro and passed a grocery store along the way. We decided everything would be closed for dinner so we wanted to buy something to make ourselves. Grocery shopping is a whole other activity when you don't speak the language. We were looking at things trying to decide what they were and hoping we were buying what we thought we were. We ended up getting the basics: a shrimp ring, curry soup and a green salad. It wasn't half bad and it was funny because we both have the family tradition of eating shrimp on Christmas Eve so we were keeping it alive!
Friday: Joyeux Noël à tout le monde!
We got up and somehow or another Kalyn had me on another 4 mile jog. My body was still sore from the first one so I figured it could only help. Then we were back on the metro headed to the Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp. This time we were able to walk around and explore the area but the museum was closed.
It was a very surreal experience to be at the home of tragedy. All the books I've read and films I've seen couldn't compare to standing on the same soil where thousands of innocent people were murdered. It was such a humbling experience to say the least. When I walked into Station "Z" where the crematory ovens were and read about the routine done with the prisoners who had been chosen for death I couldn't help but cry. I will never be able to comprehend how anyone can feel justified in taking anothers life - let alone thousands of innocent lives! It's really quite terrifying that Hitler was able to persuade so many people into his way of thinking, resulting in the masses and masses or murdered men, women and children. I will be forever grateful for the experience of visiting Sachsenhausen. It made for a Christmas that I will never forget.
Christmas evening, Kalyn's stomach was bothering her. It has been for a couple weeks now and before we left Paris I went to the Doctor with her. She was given medicine that she's been taking three times a day and hasn't felt any better. So around 8:00 p.m. she wanted to go to the hospital to get looked at. We went to the Emergency Room and they took her blood and told her they'd test her gallbladder and kidney. I sat in the waiting room and thankfully my new German friends came and kept me company while I waited. After five hours of waiting, at 1:30 a.m. they released her and told her everything looked fine. They said the medication she was given in France was the wrong medication and told her to stop taking it. They said it was either a cyst or just digestive problems that should go away with the stop of the medication. It was a very long night and not exactly what I had wanted to do for my last night in Berlin. But it was good for Kalyn to find out that it wasn't anything serious.
I was able to find the metro station from the airport easily enough but couldn't figure out what train I needed to take to get to the hostel. Finally, I asked a woman who pointed me to platform 4 and I was on my way. After about a 40 minute ride I arrived at the Hauptbahnhof Station and wandered around for 30 minutes before I finally found the hostel that was literally right across the street. Kalyn had already checked-in and was in the room so it was nice to see a familiar face when I opened the door. We both unpacked our things then decided to go for a walk to see what was nearby. We grabbed a cheap dinner and relaxed until the place was closing and we had to walk back to the hostel. Between the travelling and the cold, we were both exhausted and called it a night.
Tuesday:
We walked to the Reichstagskuppel and waited in line out in the cold so we could go to the top. It was freezing and by the time we had gone to the top and came back down we couldn't feel our fingers or toes. We hung out at the gift shop to warm up then decided to go back to the hostel to plan the next step.
After hanging out in the lounge and surfing the net for things to do, we decided to set out and find a Christmas market. It was around 4:00 p.m. and already dark so we walked to Unter den Linden and enjoyed all the lights on the trees and the big Christmas tree near the Brandenburg Gate.
The Christmas market was such a fun "German" experience! There were all kinds of booths set up, selling things from Bratwurst to glowing rocks. Everyone was having a good time and it actually felt like Christmas time for once.
Wednesday:
Kalyn is really into running and is planning on doing the Paris marathon this spring so she wanted to go for a run around Berlin. I went along and felt like I was going to die the entire time. I made it around 4 miles then decided that was good enough. She ran another 3 while I went back to the hostel and got ready. We planned to go to the Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp but by the time we figured out the metro system and how to get there we decided it would be better to go a different day since they close at 4:30 and it takes an hour to get there.
So we went to the East Side Gallery and looked at what remained from the Berlin Wall. It's so crazy to think that it wasn't that long ago that the wall was built and torn down. This country has experienced a lot of tragedies in the last century.
From the wall, we made our way to Check-Point Charlie and explored that area. To our delight, we discovered another Christmas market. So we enjoyed some warm drinks as we walked around and bought way too much chocolate and treats. After we couldn't walk anymore, we went back to the hostel and took a nap. Kalyn looked up popular places that the Berliners go and we headed to one for dinner. Lucky for us, we met some friendly Germans sitting near us at dinner who chatted with us and offered to give us a little tour of the area. So we all walked to the TV Tower which had already closed and unfortunately it was very foggy so we couldn't see too much of it. Afterwards we exchanged information and invited our new friends to visit us in Paris.
Thursday: Christmas Eve
We got up and bought our metro tickets to go to the Concentration Camp and after the 45 minute metro ride and 20 minute walk we arrived to find out it was closed for Christmas Eve. Disappointed, we walked back to the metro and passed a grocery store along the way. We decided everything would be closed for dinner so we wanted to buy something to make ourselves. Grocery shopping is a whole other activity when you don't speak the language. We were looking at things trying to decide what they were and hoping we were buying what we thought we were. We ended up getting the basics: a shrimp ring, curry soup and a green salad. It wasn't half bad and it was funny because we both have the family tradition of eating shrimp on Christmas Eve so we were keeping it alive!
Friday: Joyeux Noël à tout le monde!
We got up and somehow or another Kalyn had me on another 4 mile jog. My body was still sore from the first one so I figured it could only help. Then we were back on the metro headed to the Sachsenhausen Concentration Camp. This time we were able to walk around and explore the area but the museum was closed.
It was a very surreal experience to be at the home of tragedy. All the books I've read and films I've seen couldn't compare to standing on the same soil where thousands of innocent people were murdered. It was such a humbling experience to say the least. When I walked into Station "Z" where the crematory ovens were and read about the routine done with the prisoners who had been chosen for death I couldn't help but cry. I will never be able to comprehend how anyone can feel justified in taking anothers life - let alone thousands of innocent lives! It's really quite terrifying that Hitler was able to persuade so many people into his way of thinking, resulting in the masses and masses or murdered men, women and children. I will be forever grateful for the experience of visiting Sachsenhausen. It made for a Christmas that I will never forget.
Christmas evening, Kalyn's stomach was bothering her. It has been for a couple weeks now and before we left Paris I went to the Doctor with her. She was given medicine that she's been taking three times a day and hasn't felt any better. So around 8:00 p.m. she wanted to go to the hospital to get looked at. We went to the Emergency Room and they took her blood and told her they'd test her gallbladder and kidney. I sat in the waiting room and thankfully my new German friends came and kept me company while I waited. After five hours of waiting, at 1:30 a.m. they released her and told her everything looked fine. They said the medication she was given in France was the wrong medication and told her to stop taking it. They said it was either a cyst or just digestive problems that should go away with the stop of the medication. It was a very long night and not exactly what I had wanted to do for my last night in Berlin. But it was good for Kalyn to find out that it wasn't anything serious.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Barcelona: Part Two
After my flight being delayed by an hour (I love EasyJet!!!) I was finally on my way to Spain. I arrived around 3:30 and found my way to the 'Sants' metro stop where I met Stephanie. It was a fun reunion and we recapped the latest in our lives as we took the metro back to her place. After dropping off my bag and meeting up with Alex, the three of us went out to explore Barcelona. They took me to Font Magica where we watched the famous water show set to America's 90's music. For example, Whitney Houston's "I Will Always Love You" and some good 'ole Police/Sting tunes. When that was over, we went to a fun little place and ate tapas for dinner. The fried potatoes with some sort of sauce were amazing! Afterwards, we walked down the famous street Ramblas and Alex took our picture with a man dressed like a tree. It's quite bizarre the things that people dress up as to get money.
Sunday, Stephanie and I hiked up the "I forgot the name" mountain and took pictures of the view of the city. It was truly beautiful.
Then we set out on our own little "Gaudi Barcelona Tour" visiting famous sites that Gaudi designed. We went through the Casa Batllo and I totally fell in love with the pure genius and creativity of Gaudi. His style was so incredible! I would love to build my own home using him as inspiration. Maybe one day, after I've won the lottery.
When we were exhausted from all the walking we stopped for dinner and I ate my first paella dish! It had all kind of meat and seafood and a different sauce. But I enjoyed it. (Especially with the squirt of lemon on it!) After dinner, we walked off the food by walking home. Was a really pretty night.
Monday morning we visited the Market and enjoyed some yummy Spanish pastries and some fresh fruit smoothies. Afterwards we warmed up at a small cafe with some coffee and then I headed off to the airport. The trip was short but so fun! I'm so grateful I was able to go and visit a tiny part of Spain!
Sunday, Stephanie and I hiked up the "I forgot the name" mountain and took pictures of the view of the city. It was truly beautiful.
Then we set out on our own little "Gaudi Barcelona Tour" visiting famous sites that Gaudi designed. We went through the Casa Batllo and I totally fell in love with the pure genius and creativity of Gaudi. His style was so incredible! I would love to build my own home using him as inspiration. Maybe one day, after I've won the lottery.
When we were exhausted from all the walking we stopped for dinner and I ate my first paella dish! It had all kind of meat and seafood and a different sauce. But I enjoyed it. (Especially with the squirt of lemon on it!) After dinner, we walked off the food by walking home. Was a really pretty night.
Monday morning we visited the Market and enjoyed some yummy Spanish pastries and some fresh fruit smoothies. Afterwards we warmed up at a small cafe with some coffee and then I headed off to the airport. The trip was short but so fun! I'm so grateful I was able to go and visit a tiny part of Spain!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Praying for Ellen Beall
Last weekend Jason got the devestating news that his sweet mother Ellen had been diagnosed with Stage 3 Ovarian Cancer. Today she is getting a hysterectomy done and we're all praying that everything goes well!
Due to the circumstances, Jason will be ending the semester early to go home and take care of her. So Friday morning he'll leave Paris and head home to Baltimore just in time to be with his family for the holidays.
I just want to thank him for his friendship and the beautiful person that he is. My time in Paris would not have been the same without him. Over these last two months we've travelled to many places together and became obnoxiously inseperable. Our friends have teased us that we're like a married couple and others say we're obsessed with each other. Both statements are pretty accurate. ;-)
I never imagined that I would meet such a special person in Paris who would make such an impact on my life. God and Karma are good to me. I will miss sharing our inside jokes, "I slept AWFUL!" .. "X ~ WRONG ANSWER!!!" .. "I LOVE your jacket!" and all our sarcastic comments that the French just don't understand. The metro rides just won't be the same, neither will checking out boys all by myself. I'll miss the moments where we just looked at each other surprised/disgusted by the things that "ohk-war"dly happen around us.
Jason I love you and am so grateful to have met you and have you in my life. I once told you that I thought our relationship together was probably the healthiest relationship I've ever had with a guy and I still stand by it. You know me so well and I have always felt comfortable being myself with you. The day you told me, "I was thinking about if there was something I could change about Bree what would it be? I decided there isn't anything." I knew I felt the same about you! You've been the best thing about Paris and it will never be the same without you. You've become my best friend and my family. You've made me co-dependant!!! UGH!!! :-)
I hope you have a great holiday at home but don't forget to send a little luck my way every now and then.
I simply can't wait to see you in the spring where Bree+Jason=Obnoxious will be continued!
Due to the circumstances, Jason will be ending the semester early to go home and take care of her. So Friday morning he'll leave Paris and head home to Baltimore just in time to be with his family for the holidays.
I just want to thank him for his friendship and the beautiful person that he is. My time in Paris would not have been the same without him. Over these last two months we've travelled to many places together and became obnoxiously inseperable. Our friends have teased us that we're like a married couple and others say we're obsessed with each other. Both statements are pretty accurate. ;-)
I never imagined that I would meet such a special person in Paris who would make such an impact on my life. God and Karma are good to me. I will miss sharing our inside jokes, "I slept AWFUL!" .. "X ~ WRONG ANSWER!!!" .. "I LOVE your jacket!" and all our sarcastic comments that the French just don't understand. The metro rides just won't be the same, neither will checking out boys all by myself. I'll miss the moments where we just looked at each other surprised/disgusted by the things that "ohk-war"dly happen around us.
Jason I love you and am so grateful to have met you and have you in my life. I once told you that I thought our relationship together was probably the healthiest relationship I've ever had with a guy and I still stand by it. You know me so well and I have always felt comfortable being myself with you. The day you told me, "I was thinking about if there was something I could change about Bree what would it be? I decided there isn't anything." I knew I felt the same about you! You've been the best thing about Paris and it will never be the same without you. You've become my best friend and my family. You've made me co-dependant!!! UGH!!! :-)
I hope you have a great holiday at home but don't forget to send a little luck my way every now and then.
I simply can't wait to see you in the spring where Bree+Jason=Obnoxious will be continued!
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